无言

一个人的时候
最容易胡思乱想

oops.

my mind messed up again.

I am surrounded by friends who have couple.
I saw immature relationship - high school puppy love.
I saw long distance relationship - you are there I am here miles apart.
I saw different culture relationship - you speak cantonese I speak Mandarin.
I saw slowly developed relationship - friends for a long time and get together.
I saw long and stable relationship - got together long time ago.
I saw serious and after deep thought relationship - think about it for years and finally.

I heard a voice telling me that,
Maggi, look at them, and learn. see how they get along with each other, see how the problems come out and see how they solve it. learn and you will gain.


I will never ever complain that why I haven't get a bf anymore.
because I know, I am not ready for a relationship yet.
so God told me, wait patiently, best is yet to come.
I love you, my Heavenly Father.

偶尔

在我有空的时候
偶尔我会想起你

想起我们四目交接的时候
想起我们相遇的时候
想起我们每一天都在同样的地点相见

我希望这是缘分

但是我们还会不会见面
却还是个未知数


很想知道
你想我吗
你还记得我吗

if you think I am fine, then you are wrong.

:)

I was studying

and

I heard my mind singing


You are my God, the great I am
and You are the rock on which I stand
You reign
You reign O'Lord
You reign
You reign

not right

I know I shouldn't feel and think this way.
but you're constantly disappointing me.
I had enough of it.
I need you and you are not here.
so, when you need me, I won't be there anymore.

this is a revenge.
because I am a girl. revengeful girl.


I am heart-broken.

so.

I won't get any call from you anymore?

I do miss you sometimes.